What do you do when your friends are mostly all married and starting to have kids?
That’s what is happening to me right now. And it’s crazy. I am so happy for everyone that is pregnant. Don’t get me wrong. I am so so excited for them. But sometimes I just feel like I’m way behind on the boat. Do you know what I mean?
Obviously, I am so happy that I waited to find my match. I can’t even imagine being with someone besides Jeremy, especially the guys I used to date. Oh geez…they were awful. I know that this is how my life is supposed to go, but I really can’t help but feel like I am behind or something.
One of my friends who is a bridesmaid is pregnant and expecting a little girl. I can’t wait to meet their daughter. I really can’t. I have another friend who I have known for most of my life. She is due a few weeks after my bridesmaid. And again, I can’t wait to meet their son. I get to, hopefully, meet these 2 kiddos at our wedding.
I guess it’s just crazy to me to think that I am getting married next year, I am turning 30 next year, and I have friends who are preggers. These are both girls that are the same age as I am…sometimes it’s just hard to accept that my path in life isn’t where everyone else’s path is. I am ok with that and I am learning to just accept it, but sometimes it is hard.
But again, I am so so excited for my friends who are pregnant. I can’t wait to meet their babies and celebrate with them. This wasn’t supposed to turn into a whoa-is-me type of post. Oops.
Am I crazy?
Please tell me I am not!