I have been one huge ball of stress lately. And I can’t even explain why. I stress over stupid stuff.
Again, don’t ask me why but I was stressing so much about this for some reason. I couldn’t find a way to have people who wanted to be in a villa, be in one and I couldn’t figure out how many people would actually stay. See what I mean? So stressful! It’s stressful just typing it out.
Thank God for Jeremy. He seems to come to the rescue every time I start to stress out. And this villa vs. lodge room thing isn’t the only thing I worry about. There have been many other things I stressed about (that were really stupid) during our wedding planning.
It’s funny because people gave me a weird look when I told them our wedding date.
“That’s almost 2 years away” they would say. We would rattle off reasons for pushing it so far out. Do I want to get married? Absolutely! Do I love Jeremy? Yes, 100%! Then why are we pushing it so far out? Because I knew I would be a huge stress-ball and trying to plan a wedding in 6 months just didn’t sound possible to me. I know if every sense of the word, it is possible, it’s just not possible for me.
Another bad thing about me is that when I stress, I eat. And I eat bad things. This happened to me in 2011 but is another story for another day. I know it’s only going to get worse as we get closer, but I am so grateful that we have lots of time to get some of the big planning done. And we have. And I am so so grateful for Jeremy. He somehow can sense when I start to stress out and comes to the rescue.
Are you a stress eater?